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Name: Julian
Country: Malaysia
Metro: Kuala Lumpur
Birthday: 9/25/1990
Gender: Male
Interests: well.....PS2.....chat online....picking up guitar....listening to music.....Christ's 2nd coming....seeing Him in heaven....
Expertise: Expertise?? Whats that??
Kimmy~
~Lily~
Tee Juan~
Lerida~
~Annette~
~V2's Music Team~
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me
Member Since:
11/22/2005
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| Hey...been about a week since I last updated... anyways...didn't go to school today...parent were stuck in Penang...we had transport to school...but no transport back...so mom said no need go school today...hehe...
Got back from church camp not too long ago...it was really good...the place was nice...especially the beach...the food was...errr...well....it was ok la...except for breakfast...we had the same thing every morning...got kinda sick of eating the same thing over and over again for breakfast...but overall... the camp was still good...
Before my cousins from UK were gonna go back to UK...we had a family dinner...what did we do there?? well...we ate and played pool...FYI...it's not the pool as in swimming pool...but I'm sure most of you know what it is...anyways after dinner they had us all sit down...they said had some sort of family "conference"...suddenly...a happy birthday
song started to play...looks like this was some sort of surprise birthday party for both me and my one-week older-than-me cousin, Anakku(Annette Khoo)...we didn't expect this...no wonder why my family had to go pick up a cake earlier...thanks for the surprise guys...
Anyways...that's all I got to say...bye...
O yea...before I forget...about changing the layout I mentioned in the cbox...I'm too lazy to do it...hehe...so that'll have to wait... | | |
| I've always wondered...When will I graduate from homeschooling??
This has been on my mind for quite some time now...And I've never really took the time to think about it...Until this very morning...
One of my close friend was talking about our work speed...As in how fast we were doing our homework and all...And she mentioned this question..."Why can't we do our work as fast as other people who is the same age as us can??"
Is it because we are plain lazy?? Is it because we are not doing our work properly?? Is it because we are not setting our goals right??
I've come to realize that none of the reasons that I've just mentioned satisfies the question...It's because I have no passion in doing what I'm doing...My work...I just see it as "task" that I need to accomplish...I just do the work required for that day and just dump it aside when I'm done with it...But I've noticed other people in my school can finish a book in less than a week...And those people they have a passion for their work...They push themselves to do their work...They don't limit themselves to just doing the minimum work required for a day...They just do as much as they can...And they accomplish alot more than compared to those who limit themselves (no offense)...
When I first started to learn to play the guitar...I sounded like crap...I was thinking of just praticing half an hour per day...But I didn't...I praticed as much as I could everyday...I pushed myself to the max...And at the end of the day...I learnt to play the guitar properly in one month's time...
I need to make a change in my life...If I could push myself to learn the guitar in a month...I can't see why I can't push myself to do more work in a day...I'm lacking the passion for doing my work unlike when I was learning the guitar... I'm trying to make it a point to do extra work everyday... But it's hard...It's very hard...But hey...I'm working on it... I'm still trying to make this change...What about you?? If you are like me?? Are you doing anything about it??
P/S: I'm apologize if I have offended any of you readers...
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| Hey all....yes...I've finally logged in and update...Don't think I'll update on our youth camp...Kinda forgot what we did there...keke...anyways...I'll just do this tag thing Lerida made me do...So it's the following la...
First tag:
I'm supposed to come up with eight different points on my ideal lover and tell the gender of course...My ideal lover has to be female...since I'm a male...The following are the eight points...
1) MUST be a Christian and love,serve,worship God like
nobody's business...
2) Love me and understand me well...
3) Be sensitive towards my feelings...
4) Love me for who I am and not what I am...
5) Beautiful outward and inward....hey looks count too...
6) Smart and talented...musical talent preferred...
7) Have common interests and etc. etc....
8) Be there for me always....
Gosh...I sound so demanding...But all these traits are nothing if the first point is not met...Now on to the second tag...
Second tag:
I'm supposed to list 20 people that come into my mind...So here they are...
1) Carmen
2) Lee Kah Mern
3) Jeremy
4) Joseph
5) Ivan
6) Michelle
7) Lerida
8) Daryl
9) Tee Juan
10) Sher Mayne
11) Sher Lynn
12) Tee Yao
13) Tee Eng
14) Matthias
15) Sandra
16) Annette
17) Leon
18) Jenn Ming
19) Jaryl
20) Sha Mae
Here are the questions:
Q: How did you meet number 14 (Matthias)??
A: In church...
Q: What would you do if you never meet number 1
(Carmen)??
A: I'd die~!!! I'd be short of one best friend...
Q: What if number 20 (Sha Mae) and 9 (Tee Juan) dated you??
A: No comment on number nine (Tee Juan)...I'm not
gay...But number 20 (Sha Mae) is a yes...
Q: Would number 6 (Michelle) and 17 (Leon) make a good couple??
A: They don't even know each other too well...
Q: Describe number 3 (Jeremy)??
A: I think I'd rather not...I still wanna live...
Q: Do you think number 8 (Daryl) is attractive??
A: Errr...I guess he is ok....Feels kinda wierd to tell whether another guy is attractive...especially since you yourself are a guy...
Q: Tell us something about number 7 (Lerida)??
A: Kekeke...Easy tickle target...That's for sure...Other than that...She is a fun person to be around with...
Q: Do you know anything about number 12's (Tee Yao)
family??
A: Not really...I know his mom works in the Honda
company though...XD
Q: What is number 8's (Daryl) favorite??
A: Making wierd guitar solos...
Q: What would you do if number 11 (Sher Lynn) confesses that he/she likes you??
A: Abit hard to say lo...
Q: What language does number 15 (Sandra) speak??
A: Cantonese,English,and Mandarin....
Q: Who is number 9 (Tee Juan) going out with??
A: Not sure...
Q: How old is number 16 (Annette) now??
A: 16...same as me...
Q: When was the last time you talked to number 13
(Tee Eng)??
A: Yesterday...
Q: Who is number 2's (Lee Kah Mern) favorite singer??
A: No idea...
Q: Would you date number 4 (Joseph)??
A: EWWWW~!!!! NO~!!!!!
Q: would you date number 7 (Lerida)??
A: Depends...
Q: Is number 15 (Sandra) single??
A: Hmmm...Not too sure about that...
Q: What is number 10's (Sher Mayne) last
name??
A: Low I guess...
Q: Would you ever consider being in a relationship with
number 11 (Sher Lynn)??
A: Errr....no comment...
Q: What school does number 3 (Jeremy) go to??
A: Same as me..Vineyard Resource Center...
Q: Where does number 6 (Michelle) live??
A: Taman Seputih if I remember correctly...
Q: What is your favorite thing about number 5 (Ivan)??
A: He is a really nice guy...Don't worry...I'm not gay...
Finally done...That's it for now...Hope you guys enjoyed the tagged thing...
Buhbye~!!!
P/S: I was supposed to tag other people but...I lazy right now...So I won't bother doing it...Oh and some of the Q/A's are...how would I put it...not in line with each other...I'll try to correct that problem soon...
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| I was watching this Chinese serial show just now...There were 5 kids who parents had died since they were young... And their uncle and aunty had taken them in and looked after them ever since then...In the later part of the show they somehow got into a big fight...And they all ran away from home...While they were away...They realized how much they missed home...But they were stubborn and refused to return home...They later went to a relative's house to stay for the night...But she couldn't stand them...So she called up their uncle and aunty to bring them back...And as usual there will be a tearful reunion...When they got back they said their sorry's and everything was back to normal...
This episode of the show reminded me of the many times where I wanted to runaway from home...I got so much scolding from my parents until I couldn't stand it...I just felt like running as far away as possible from home...But through my experience...I've learnt to hold on to Jesus and ask Him for help through difficult times such as these... Many times when I need someone to talk to...No one is around or free...But there is always someone whom we can always count on...That's Jesus Christ...He is ever ready to be there when you need to talk to someone...For the Bible says that He will NEVER leave us nor forsake us...So if you ever need to talk to someone and your friends/best friends are not free...Turn to Jesus and just start talking to Him... And trust me...He will bless you exceedingly and abundantly....God Bless 
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| Wow....It's been months since I last updated...hehe...I wanted to take a break from blogging...So that's why I haven't been updating...hehe...Guess I took too long a break eh?? Anyways I won' want to cover up on the past events after February...I'll just bore you guys to death...So I'll just update on recent happenings...
Saturday, April 29th
Today our youth has a new worship leader...It's the one and only Low Tee Juan!! And the new guitarist is....ME!!!! wahahahaha...Yes...This is my first time playing the guitar in youth...I was very nervous...So ended up making alot of mistakes...Some were small ones...Some were big ones... Nevertheless...I had fun...I was taught that no matter how good or how badly you sing or play an instrument...It all doesn't matter...It's all about our worship to God...Our singing or playing is nothing if there is no worship in it... Our youth's music team taught me that...Hmmm...I hope I had gotten that right...If I didn't feel free to correct me... Anyways moving on...After youth we had a altar call...So I responded...And when our youth pastor prayed for me... He told me that he had sensed a counselors spirit in me...I was shocked to hear that...I can't even really give good advice to a friend who has a problem...But I've learnt through my Bible lifepac that in whatever I do...God is always right beside me to help me and guide me...He will never leave me nor forsake me...So I've been considering going into full time ministry after I graduate from homeschooling...
Saturday, May 6th
Went abit later for youth today...Parents was busy so didn't really have transport...But at least still managed to make it to youth...So anyways...As we were worshipping the Lord...I noticed something...I saw that the curtain next to the piano was waving about...And there was a small gap between the wall and the curtain leaving small view of the window...Naturally I thought that the wind was blowing it...But the window was closed...So no way it could have been the wind...And somehow for some reason I told myself that it was the Holy Spirit entering the church...I didn't even realize what I was thinking...But somehow I knew that thought had come from God...As soon as I thought about that...I felt something started to fill me up from the inside...I felt this gentle warmth within me...It was the Holy Spirit filling me up...And felt that lives were being changed in this place at this hour...
I was having some problems before this...I was struggling through it...And many times I've cried out to God for help...I expected Him to help me out...But nothing happened...I was really disappointed...But through that experience I had during worship...I learned something... I'll just give a simple illustration about this...When we are down...We usually shut ourselves out from the world...We tend to like "build walls" around us so that no one will bug us...And when we cry out to God and get not reply from Him...We think that God didn't hear us...We think that He has bigger problems with other people and has no time to deal with our smaller problems...Well if you had thought about that...You'd be wrong...It's not that God doesn't hear...He is just waiting for the right time to come and help us...He will be like circling around that wall(the one I had pictured in my illustration) looking for a small crack or hole where He can go through and come into our lives and help us out...Just like the small gap between the piano and the wall that I had mentioned earlier...So in times of need...Pray and ask God for help...And if He doesn't give you an immediate answer...Just wait patiently and you will see that He cares for you and loves you...And in time your help will arrive...
I hope that that short sharing wasn't too hard to understand...It was just something I felt like I had to share out...So do leave a comment on how I did...I still need to improve on this sharing thing if I wanna be a full time minister in the future...So that's all for now...ciaoz...
P/S: Sorry for not updating for so long...
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